CERYS My Spirit Daughter, by Rainbow When my daughter Siān was born, I had problems with the placenta. When it was finally delivered it was whisked away, a look of shock on the midwife`s face. When she returned to the room she said the placenta was unusually large for one baby, and was being sent for tests. I heard no more from either the hospital or doctor, so assumed it had all been ok- although it did make me wonder what her comment could have meant. You see, I have always wanted three children, and have always been told by mediums that I will have three children, two girls and a boy. Now I was beginning to wonder if perhaps I had three, one being in spirit through a miscarriage I knew nothing about. It wasn`t until Siān was nine I finally found out. I was having a one to one consultation with an online medium friend. She only knew me as Rainbow, nothing else about me at all, and yet she told me I have a child in spirit, a little girl aged about nine. She described Siān... even though she had never seen her picture or met her. At last I had my answer, my third child is in spirit, I had lost her without even knowing I was expecting twins, and knew nothing of the loss previously. Now I knew about my spirit daughter things began to make more sense. Afterwards, one day during meditation Spectrum decided I should meet my daughter, when he brought her over to me she was the double of Siān, but was shy and quiet. I gave her a hug and Spectrum told me about her, and that he had taken care of her for me and will continue to do so. I asked if she has a name, and was told that she has a spirit name, but doesn`t want to use it, she wants me to give her a name like I did her sister. I told her I will think of one and let her know. Next time I met her I said If she had been born, I would probably have called her "Cerys", she excitedly said she likes the name and so this is what we call her. Spectrum then told me that now I knew about her, she will come and visit us at home. She was happy now because she felt like she belongs with us, and wants to spend time with her family, especially her twin sister. I felt I should tell Siān so she doesn`t get a sudden shock at meeting "herself". Now we often hear Siān in her room talking to Cerys and playing with her, we have even heard another child`s voice answer. Sometimes when Siān is in bed we can hear a child singing or talking in her room,  yet Siān is fast asleep!. Sometimes Siān`s mechanical toys start up by themselves in the middle of the night, again Siān is asleep. We don`t mind, and Siān is happy to have her sister`s company! Close window to return to previous location