N.D.E Near Death Experience occurs when your physical body undergoes temporary actual death. This could be for any number of reasons like accident, illness, age, during operation etc. The body dies, but is successfully brought back to life by the skill and dedication of doctor, surgeon, paramedic, first aider or just someone in the right place at the right time who knows what to do. Most people who have a near death experience will describe a lot of the same things, some will have a slightly different story but will on most occasions still have experienced something which has been described by someone else, or many other people. Basically we all die and all have to go through the same thing, but everyone will experience it in their own unique way, not everyone will be met by the same guardian angel or spirit guide for instance, and everyone`s angel and guide will have a different approach and appearance!  Personally I have had three near death experiences . Two have been nearly identical, although the first lasted a few moments longer than the second and they were under different circumstances, the third was more recently and was quite different!. The first time I had just been to my doctor`s surgery for a routine blood test. I had not been unwell, nervous or anything unusual beforehand. My parents were with me (luckily) because we were going to go out  for a meal afterwards... we didn`t get there! I had my blood test done, and as I walked out of the surgery I began to feel light headed. My eyesight turned to "negative" and my ears started to ring. I called out to my parents "I`m going". I remember my mum saying "don`t be silly, we`re all going" then I collapsed. Suddenly I could see bright blue/white light, getting whiter and brighter as it got further away. There were at least two "people" around me, I could just see their outlines in the light. There was music that I can only describe as heavenly, I can`t put my finger on what instruments it was or even where it came from, it was everywhere. I could just about make out that one of the figures was Toyta... I could almost see his face but the light was too bright and was preventing me from seeing him. The other I knew was Spectrum, although again I wasn`t being allowed to see his face. I could also hear the voices of my nan who had died about a year earlier, and my grandfather and an uncle, who had both died many years before, but couldn`t see them. They were all telling me to go back. I didn`t realise at the time where I was or what was happening, but there was no way I wanted to leave knowing I had found Spectrum and I tried to grab his hand but it wasn`t quite solid enough for me to do so... I could "feel" it but couldn`t get a hold, and he was also not allowing me to, I couldn`t understand why at the time but I do now!. Then I felt as if I was being pushed and pulled at the same time, part of me wanting to stay where I was, part of me responding to the pulling... I felt myself suddenly being sucked back into my body, like a vaccuum, but it was an awful feeling, and as I re-entered my body it felt like a giant "thump" as if I had fallen from a great height. The next thing I knew I started to come round, I could see faces looming over me which looked all out of focus and distorted for a few moments. I could hear voices but they sounded like they were miles away. Then I felt cold, clammy and wet, and realised I had bare feet and a thumping headache!. Suddenly someone lifted me up and carried me inside the surgery, placed me on the doctor`s couch and closed the door. I then realised where I was and that it had been the doctor who carried me. He explained I had collapsed, did a few tests and asked a few questions. He told me he had removed my shoes and socks so he could test my reflexes in my feet, and that I was clammy and wet because I had landed out in the rain, my head hurt because I had banged it on a wall as I went down, and again as I hit the pavement. He said he had no idea what happened and couldn`t actually find a cause at the time. When I collapsed, my mother ran inside to get the doctor, my father gave me mouth to mouth like he learned in the army. If my parents hadn`t been with me, there would have been no one else around and I might not have been so lucky. The doctor kept me there a few hours, then allowed me home telling me he wanted to see me about three weeks later. It was then that he told me I had actually died for a few minutes, and then I realised where I had been and had really seen Toyta and Spectrum and the other voices had been real. Now I also understand why I hadn`t seen their faces, and why Spectrum wouldn`t allow me to grab his hand- because I had to come back! I have been told I will only see Toyta`s face when I die, and it wasn`t my time!. And if I had seen Spectrum properly, I know I wouldn`t have come back- no matter how hard they all tried! The second time I was in church. Again I hadn`t felt unwell or anything unusual beforehand. We were preparing for Communion, when suddenly the familiar negative vision and ringing in my ears came on. I tried to stand up thinking maybe it would help, but before I had a chance I collapsed. Again there was the light, Toyta and Spectrum to meet me, voices and music as before. I tried again to grab Spectrum`s hand but he wouldn`t allow it, and again I couldn`t see their faces. They were all telling me to go back, it wasn`t time... I knew it was pointless to resist so I turned back... I had that awful vaccuum and "thump" feeling and saw distorted faces looming down at me and heard distant voices as before.  Then I realised our Vicar was one of the faces, and he gave me some water and then gave me communion whilst sitting in my pew. I wasn`t allowed to leave the church for some time after, and only when I insisted I was ok and had wasted enough of their valuable time. My next door neighbour was in church and she brought me home. I knew what had happened but didn`t feel any need to tell anyone, luckily my neighbour didn`t either!. The latest NDE was only last week. I had been suffering crippling headache for over two weeks. It started as a slight but nagging ache, gradually building into a constant pain which was accompanied by extra sensitive eyes and ears. Eventually the pain became so unbearable I was unable to think straight, I ended up taking too many pain killers in the hope I could just get a bit of sleep and make it through to the next day so I could visit my doctor. But instead I was violently sick all day right through into the night, when I was driven to hospital to be checked over. I was put on an emergency drip and given antidote to the pain killers. But as soon as the drip ended I began to feel light headed and my head felt like it was on fire and about to burst. I asked the nurse standing next to me if this was normal, I remember her face as she looked at me, then ran out to get a doctor shouting "crash team!". She returned with a doctor and I heard her say "She`s gone bright red", the doctor replied "No pulse" and the nurse then said "Her blood pressure has gone through the floor"... next thing I knew they were flattening the trolley down and my head fell backwards as the pillow end was hurriedly put down, I felt like someone was jumping on my chest, I had thought maybe they were doing rescusitation on me but I later found out they didn`t, it had probably been my heart pumping violently to stay alive!. then I felt at peace and felt my spirit leaving my body through my head... but I didn`t get very far, I got out as far as my shoulders then felt hands on my spiritual head and Spectrum`s voice saying "Oh no you don`t, not yet!" as he pushed me back into my body!. Then I was admitted into the hospital and spent almost a week in there. If you have had an N.D.E and would like to share it here, please let me know :-)