PAST LIVES |
Ever since the day I first saw Johnny ("Spectrum") My Soulmate/Twinflame,
in this life, I started to have very vivid and realistic dreams and visions involving
the two of us. I put it down to hopes and wishful thinking, but after he
died he told me in fact seeing and meeting him in life had sparked off memories
of our past lives together, and the dreams and visions were actually past life
memories. He also told me that since he died, he had been taking me back in dreams
and astral travel, to "see" us together in past lives as well. We have been working to put all the information and pieces together and discover about us in these lives. We have discovered that in every life we have always had the same eyes (it was his eyes I "recognised" when I first saw him in this life) and our "Soul Energy" (aka Chemistry) is always identical and it is this that draws us together like a spiritual magnet over and over and over again, lifetime after lifetime. We have also always looked very similar, though not identical, to this life`s persona`s. Obviously this page is still in early stages so a lot of the information I need, like actual dates and locations etc, is still to be researched. The stories below may not actually be in the correct order yet, but I am hoping that using the notes we have, I might be able to locate certain places, people and maybe graves. Here is what we have learned so far... WATERFALL CAVE DWELLERS Going back thousands of years ago, far too much to be able to do any research on, is the life which has been so far our happiest together. Don`t get me wrong, we have always been blissfully happy and totally in love in every life we have been allowed to share, but this one we were together since we were small children as friends, romance bloomed and we became a couple. In those days there were no age restrictions or marriage, people simply paired themselves with the one they felt was right for them... luckily our feelings were correct about us and we made the right choice in partner. We became an official couple when "I" was at the tender age of 10 and "He" was 15, totally acceptable in those days. We moved into our own cave which was in the hillside next to a beautiful waterfall, and made it our happy home. He has taken me back to "see us" together during this life, and I can tell you I knew we were so happy together just by looking in briefly in visitation. Although we didn`t look as we do in this life, our eyes were the same. They say the eyes are the window to the soul, that isn`t too far off track. I have always been able to "read" his eyes, and just by first glance at them in this life I knew he was someone I knew and loved intimately- even though we hadn`t met before, and he says the same about me. Sadly fate wasn`t on our side, we both died young when there was a landslide. We were asleep in our cave which partially collapsed, trapping us inside under tons of rubble. He was 24 and I was 19, the same ages we were in this life when Johnny, his most recent incarnation died. We had no children, probably a blessing or they too maybe would have died in the cave. Now for the interesting bits. In this life I have always loved waterfalls, I can`t keep away from them and was delighted when I moved here and discovered the area was well known for them. I had a ball visiting and photographing them. However, there is one waterfall very locally which for some reason always "called out" to me whenever I went to it. Whenever I get a chance I "have" to get to that one more so than any other. It is a beautiful two tiered waterfall but I couldn`t understand why it, of all of them, appealed so much more to me. When the dreams started again. I saw "us" bathing and washing our clothes in the waterfall, and the waterfall began to look familiar to me. I looked at my photo`s and realised the waterfall in the photo`s was the same as the one in my dreams, except in the dreams I was only seeing the top part of it. The pieces were falling into place. Had the waterfall in my dreams, the one we had lived at, been the one I can`t keep away from now?. I asked him and he confirmed, yes, it is the same one!. However, because I had not yet realised it was "our" waterfall, I hadn`t been looking to see if there are any sign of caves nearby when I was last there taking photographs. The next time I went I made a point of having a good look around in the hillsides next to the waterfall. I instictively looked to my left and in the exact spot I looked, straight away I could see what looked like an entrance to something that could be a cave, except it wasn`t as big as in my dreams. I took photo`s and he later confirmed it was our cave. It looked different because it was partially collapsed in the landslide that killed us- plus with time and land erosion since, it has deteriorated further. Then I asked him why I was only seeing the top part of the waterfall in my dreams. He said that it was because in our time there had only been the top part. The bottom part I know now has only appeared since then with land movement and the riverbed has dropped to form a second tier of waterfall. If all this isn`t enough, since finding out this is "our" waterfall and cave, I have discovered locally the waterfall is known as "Rainbow Falls". I don`t know why, I have never seen a rainbow there, and it`s name doesn`t mean Rainbow Falls, it`s just a name people give it... how appropriate since he is "Spectrum" and I am "Rainbow"!!! The remains of the cave as photographed from the waterfall © Rainbow The top part of the waterfall, the only bit that existed when we lived there © Rainbow SIOUX INDIANS Johnny has told me we have been Sioux Indians in 2 lifetimes. The first life
Johnny has told me about in which we were Sioux Indians was when he was called
"Blue River" and I was called "Little Songbird". We were of the same tribe and at the same age of 15. My father was called "Big Tiger" and his father was Tribal Chief "Lost Mountain". We were very in love but our families wouldn`t let us be together because he was the chief`s son and heir and I was from a lower ranking family in the tribe. One day when the men were hunting there was a raid on our reserve by a rival tribe of Indians, all the women and children in the reserve were massacred just for our land, including us... I did this pic representing Blue River from a scan of an indian picture and placed Johnny`s face on him and put the pic onto my own photo as background In the second life as Sioux Indians, he was called "Staring Bull" and I was called "Yellow Real-Singer". My father was called "White Wolf" and he had a wolf as a pet called "Rubus"... (interestingly in this lifetime, my Mother`s Head Guide is the same White Wolf and her Power Animal is the same wolf called Rubus!. Aparently it all comes down to what Johnny calls "Soul Family"... we are all part of the same group of souls who incarnate together and/or are always connected. Johnny says we are all in the "Blue" family and our Master is called "Blue Mountain". Anyway, Staring Bull had two brothers. He was very close to the middle brother "Black Hawk" but their elder brother "Red Cloud" was an evil man and he made their lives a misery. Black Hawk was married to "Little Hawk", the twin sister of Yellow Real-Singer, and they had children, but Red Cloud thought he could "own" any woman he desired and in particular wanted Little Hawk for himself. One day in a fit of jealous rage he arranged to have Black Hawk murdered so he could claim Little Hawk as his. But when it became aparent that she would never go with him willingly or betray her husband`s memory, he decided to kill her and her children, but not before he brutally tortured and abused her. Somehow word got to Staring Bull and he challenged Red Cloud, but the elder brother was very evil and cunning and always got away with anything he did. He told told Staring Bull he will kill him and Yellow Real-Singer when he is finished with Black Hawk`s family. He had already killed Little Hawk but was still contemplating the fate of the children. Staring Bull and Yellow Real-Singer had no children but she was pregnant with their first child at the time. Staring Bull devised a plan in which he would snatch the children when Red Cloud wasn`t looking, and he and Yellow Real-Singer would flee with the children to safety. They knew by leaving the tribe they would become outcasts, but their lives and those of the children depended on it, and they preferred a life on the run to a life of terror or almost certain death if they stayed. The plan worked and they managed to get to relative safety on the run with the children. Yellow Real-Singer was days from giving birth and so they had to slow down and rest more often. Unfortunately Red Cloud had been hunting them down without their knowledge, he found them one day, hid and waited until night then killed them all as they slept. Johnny has asked me to point out that the Red Cloud mentioned here is not "Chief Red Cloud" and shouldn`t be confused with him. I did this pic representing Staring Bull from a scan of an indian picture and placed Johnny`s face on him and put the pic onto my own photo as background MARGAM CASTLE Margam Castle © Rainbow What Johnny told me... 1800`s. Surname "Talbot", his name "Kit", my name "Charlotte", lived in Margam Castle. Kit had something to do with the building or rebuilding of the castle. Kit & Charlotte married in Ireland and had 4 children. The only son was killed in a riding accident, Charlotte died young of TB (Tuberculosis) Kit liked boats and horses. Johnny said Kit would be proud of my photography. Charlotte liked painting. Johnny wouldn`t tell me anymore, he wanted me to research for myself to see what I could find out. He told me if I find pictures I will see definate likenesses! Researched Information... Christopher Rice Mansel Talbot and Lady Charlotte Butler. Married in Tipperary, Ireland (where my mother in this life`s family are from!) He was known affectionately by the family as "Kit" and was landowner, racehorse breeder, yachtsman, politician and an early pioneer of railways and the then new art of photography. They had 4 children, 3 girls and a boy, sadly the son was killed young in a hunting accident. There is not much information about Charlotte available except that she died young from "Consumption", which I later found out is TB as Johnny said!. Kit did have something to do with building/rebuilding the castle, sadly no mention of Charlotte liking painting, but I trust what Johnny tells me. Johnny also told me my son Rhys is the same soul who was "Theo" the son in Margam... my daughter Siān was "Olly" the youngest daughter, and Cerys, the daughter I have in spirit was "Bertie" the middle daughter at Margam. I have since found out the son was Theodore, and the daughters were Emily, Bertha and Olivia... Johnny calls them by the family pet names which he says Kit & Charlotte called them... he calls Charlotte "Char"!. Interestingly enough Emily was the last surviving family member and if there are any spirits present at the castle, she is the most likely candidate, and as far as I know is actually the only family member who has been alledgedly reported as spirit presence at the castle! ... considering who/where the remainder of the family are now that doesn`t surprise me since no-one can rightfully claim contact with the rest of them/us! As for pictures ?... see for yourself!!! Kit (left) Johnny (right) Kit (left) Johnny (right) Charlotte (Left) Me (Right) Sorry for poor quality of Charlotte, I took the pic at Margam Castle through glass and sadly the room was reflected in the pic, which I didn`t notice at the time... I hope to go back sometime and take better pics. Olivia (Olly) (Left) Siān (Right) Theodore (Theo) (Left) Rhys (Right) DAI & CHRIS Another life I am learning about was when he was Dai Lomax and I was his wife Chris. This is all I know so far about this life so far... HULL 2 lives ago in Hull, England. He was Dai Tanner and I was his wife Laura. We were
married 50 years and had 4 children. Dai died aged 76 and Laura followed 4 years
later aged 66. I am still finding out more about this life... NEWLYWEDS The last life before this one was also cut tragically short. Again we were
blissfully in love. It was 1940 and wartime. He was an army pilot by the name of Paul Sandersen and I was his wife Nancy. He was 26 and I was 21. We had only been married 6 days when he had to fly on a mission to rescue a significant VIP (I can`t put a name yet until I have done some research and got facts right). He had to fly to Germany to make the rescue from a war prison. His plane crashed in Germany and he was killed. I died 6 months later of a broken heart. Interesting things here are: 1. I have always had a fear or dread of millitary planes, but didn`t know why. I can`t watch tv programmes or films with them in, I like air shows but if they bring out millitary planes I panic, and if any fly over on exercise, or just keeping museum pieces working, I get cold sweats and pulpitations. I`m fine with any other aircraft, it`s only millitary ones! 2. Although I grew up in an army family, I have never really liked the army and again didn`t know why. 3. For some reason I never liked to visit Portsmouth or Farnham in England. Paul was based in Portsmouth and buried in Farnham. 4. Nancy was buried in Haverford West in Wales, aparently where we were from. I always felt more "at home" here in Wales than anywhere in this life! Johnny has given me a name for the army regiment Paul was in, and a registration number for his plane. I can`t add them here yet again for research purposes, but watch for updates... PRESENT LIFETIME This lifetime is a long story which for obvious reasons is still not complete... you can read about us in this life, see photo`s and check for updates at the link below, enjoy! |
